more shopping!

I found my perfect jacket. Nothing stylish but warm and it was HARD to find it. So many shops don't do jackets with hoods. I was so torn between beautiful jackets but the point is I don't ever carry umbrellas because I hate them so when it rains I need a hood. And this jacket is long and warm and just the most amazing thing to me ever. New Look has saved my life.

you can't really see shit from these pictures, but it's amazing trust me.

I've also come to the conclusion that my skin is hideous. Even with the help of the dermatologist infact I think that's made it worst because now my skin is ugly and it looks like I have burns on my face. I really don't know what to do. I'm seeing the dermatologist next thursday but I just don't know. I need to stop eating shit. I really do. I always say this but now it's to the point where I'm really down about how my skin looks. So I need to make an eating plan ASAP. I don't always stick to plans but knowing there's some structure I can at least have a chance of not hating myself.

I also need to do something about my hair. For now it's too much of a hassle to perm my hair, but I need to start thinking about short hair styles because this time next year I don't think I'll still be having weave. I've also realised that I don't like hooped earrings anymore. They make me look like a twat. That picture above is to show everything I've been talking about in these two paragraphs. Conclusion? I look like fool.

I bought a couple more things on my coat/jacket hunting trip

a wooly scarf from h&m. even if it molts i couldn't help buying it because I've wanted a scarf like this for ages. I will pretty much regret buying this I know.

earrings from h&m, although it says nickel tested so I'm thinking they have nickel in them which is bad because I'm allergic to nickel. I'm wearing the other pair in my ears right now so I'll know soon enough.

sequin headband thingy. I've been loving up sequins badly. I saw this whilst I wasy buying my jacket and had to pick it up.

I got my tragus pierced on monday! Absolutely adore it and it didn't hurt a bit :)

Finally what I wore today. Nothing special. I feel like crap. I didn't go into college today. I'm ultra worried about things and hopefully all of these worries will be gone when I see the GP tomorrow. I only went out today to do errands for my parents.

Mens blue striped jumper - Primark

Black Jeans - Primark

Edit!

Final final thing this just came in the post for me! I was hoping it would be long enough for me to just wear with leggings, but I think i'll wear it with shorts just to be safe. I love the colours of this shirt. I bought it online but its from Rokit.